I want to end my relationship with a good, decent guy?

Don't lose a good guy because you were smart enough to get away from the bad guy! Girl, be smart and understand that you miss the drama that a bad boy brings! I feel for you! I was into bad boys and all it brought was drama and major drama. My husband is the good guy type and so what he doesn't have a fast car and drink and deal drugs? He brought me back into a respectable world without the abuse and jealousy. It is nice to wake up and no paranoia. That was me 20 some years ago! I love the calmness and peace when I left Cali and moved to Alaska and found peace here. Listen to that song by LL Cool J. Going back to Cali, I dont think so! Also a good song is by Depeche Mode~ Enjoy the silence!