I don't want to go to a counselor they make me feel inhuman what do i do?

If your counselor makes you feel inhuman, then there is obviously an issue with the person your seeing. Not with them, I mean an issue with your relationship. As a general rule, you should feel comfortable enough with a counselor to talk openly and correct them when your wrong. If you can't, you need to move on. Try a new counselor. Make a compromise with your family, if you can. Can you see a school counselor instead of a full-blown therapist? Can you limit sessions to a half hour? Or can you just have a week or two to sort some stuff out and feel better about everything AND improve your behavior? There is nothing wrong with seeing someone for help, and you should remember that. It proves that you are the bigger person, going for help when others let their behavior take control of them. There is nothing "weird" about it. I bet you know 5 kids who see counselors, and don't talk about it. You don't need to talk about it. Good luck, and be open. He/she will help you out I promise.